https://blog.amamiya.uk/tags/%E6%8A%80%E6%9C%AF/Recent content in 技术 on 雨宮 澪音's BlogHugo -- gohugo.iozh-cnWed, 31 Dec 2025 23:59:59 +0800https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/Wed, 31 Dec 2025 23:59:59 +0800https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/<h2 id="技术">技术 </h2><h3 id="重拾技术">重拾技术 </h3><p>自从去年上了高中，我便感觉对技术的热爱就逐渐被消磨了。于是在无趣的应试学习中度过了几乎整个高一——直到今年 5 月。</p> <p>5 月我忽然就想在主力机上安装 Linux（当时主力机是纯 Windows），这个从 2020 年开始一直被我热爱着的系统，于是安装了 NixOS，<del>可惜当时不会写配置，过了半个多月就格式化掉，回 Windows 了</del>。</p> <p>我在 6 月底加入了 Telegram 上的 Linux 社群（参见下文“社交”那一节），<del>于是一发不可收拾</del>在 7 月中旬格式化掉了 Windows，全盘安装了我喜欢的 Gentoo Linux，<del>也是当回 tech nerd 了</del>，又开始折腾 Linux 和与它相关的一切，就像 2020 我刚在主力机上安装 Linux 时一样。</p> <p>后来还捡起了几门学过的语言，尝试性地写了几个项目<del>虽然什么都没写出来</del>。</p> <h3 id="linux">Linux </h3><h4 id="gentoo-linux">Gentoo Linux </h4><p>自从 2022 年第一次安装上 Gentoo Linux 开始我便一直爱着这个发行版，因为它不创人（认真的），今年学习了 Gentoo 上的打包，并<a class="link" href="https://github.com/AmamiyaMion/mion-overlay" target="_blank" rel="noopener" >打了几个小软件</a>。Gentoo Linux 教会了我很多关于现代 Linux 系统的底层知识，我也在使用 Gentoo Linux 的过程中不断精进着我的 Linux 技术。</p> <h4 id="aosc-os">AOSC OS </h4><p>今年当上了 AOSC 的 Maintainer！AOSC 作为新兴的 Linux <del>信创</del>社区，十分欢迎愿意贡献的人，跟着 AOSC 的文档学打包也不算太难，<del>非常推荐各位都去试试</del></p> <p><del>起因还是我发现 AOSC 源里没有 <code>xeyes</code> 玩，便想打一个之后 PR 进去，然后就被通过并成为 AOSC 贡献者了</del></p> <p>可惜今年没有参加 AOSCC 2025，明年一定要去！</p> <h4 id="nixos">NixOS </h4><p><del>Nix 是黑魔法！</del></p> <p>9 月和 12 月在使用 NixOS，也是逐渐见证着 NixOS 的发展<del>变得越来越不创人</del>，写了<a class="link" href="https://github.com/AmamiyaMion/flake" target="_blank" rel="noopener" >自己的 config</a>，并享受着 declarative &amp; deterministic 的快感。</p> <p><img alt="All in NixOS!" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="426px" data-flex-grow="177" height="692" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/image-20251231153002900.png" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/image-20251231153002900_hu_9e660bab1d3101e1.png 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/image-20251231153002900.png 1231w" width="1231"></p> <p><del>NixOS config 非常适合刷 GitHub Commit 数，9 月 12 月用了 NixOS，GitHub 都是绿的</del></p> <p><img alt="刷刷 commit" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="1116px" data-flex-grow="465" height="161" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/image-20251231154203619.png" width="749"></p> <p>参加了 Nix CN Meetup #2 (12.27 - 12.28 上海)，应该会单独更一篇文章讲会上的故事。</p> <h3 id="编程">编程 </h3><p>说来惭愧，今年基本什么都没做。截至现在我仍然一个项目都没有，很多语言也忘得差不多了。</p> <p>学习了 Lua，并挖了学 Qt, Golang, Zig 等几个坑但一直没填。</p> <h4 id="lua">Lua </h4><p>7 - 8 月学习了 Lua，一门独特的语言。Lua 的很多设计巧思和轻量的特点让她成为了我最喜欢的脚本语言，<del>可惜还是没用 Lua 写出项目</del></p> <h2 id="社交">社交 </h2><h3 id="发现群友">发现群友 </h3><p>上半年是孤独的。</p> <p>6 月底的一天我在 Telegram 上找到了几个 Linux 相关的技术群并加入，自此我遇到了很多有同好的人，并逐渐加入了更多群。群友们给了我理解、支持、关爱等我很少收到的东西，支持我度过难关。在此向每一位群友表示感谢！</p> <p>9 月面基了 <a class="link" href="https://libmbr.com" target="_blank" rel="noopener" >MBRjun</a> 与 <a class="link" href="https://souiken.moe" target="_blank" rel="noopener" >Souiken</a>，12 月初面到了 kit，月底面到了 <a class="link" href="https://rikka.im" target="_blank" rel="noopener" >Shiina Rikka</a> 并参加了 Nix CN Meetup #2，见到了很多群友 xwx</p> <p><img alt="with MBRjun" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="320px" data-flex-grow="133" height="960" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/photo_2025-09-06_16-26-03.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/photo_2025-09-06_16-26-03_hu_bdf0fc9360445e3a.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/photo_2025-09-06_16-26-03.jpg 1280w" width="1280"></p> <p><img alt="with Souiken & kit" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="180px" data-flex-grow="75" height="4032" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_0714.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_0714_hu_71fe1f90daa2a60c.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_0714_hu_d938383d9a6994d4.jpg 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_0714_hu_f7675bfc5f975acb.jpg 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_0714.jpg 3024w" width="3024"></p> <p><img alt="with Shiina Rikka" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="318px" data-flex-grow="132" height="3072" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/PXL_20251226_122938222.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/PXL_20251226_122938222_hu_c44792bec28e5cfc.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/PXL_20251226_122938222_hu_fa3b5457a967d29c.jpg 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/PXL_20251226_122938222_hu_e04020a1bf2467c1.jpg 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/PXL_20251226_122938222.jpg 4080w" width="4080"></p> <h3 id="nix-cn-meetup-2">Nix CN Meetup #2 </h3><p>12.27 - 12.28 于上海。</p> <p>这是我第一次自己出行，也是第一次参加技术会议，很高兴能见到一直陪伴我的人们，也很高兴能有一个讨论技术问题的机会。<del>会场上的人都好可爱</del></p> <p>学到了很多关于 Nix &amp; NixOS 的知识，<del>还抱到了很多人</del>，开心 xwx</p> <p>可惜由于时间原因没有听完 Day 2 下午的所有议程（哭</p> <p><img alt="with Anyneko" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="179px" data-flex-grow="74" height="5568" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/CRnall_20251227_162409780.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/CRnall_20251227_162409780_hu_a355acdb0b03f642.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/CRnall_20251227_162409780_hu_c75265b8379d544d.jpg 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/CRnall_20251227_162409780_hu_c6e7d5ec0733a597.jpg 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/CRnall_20251227_162409780.jpg 4166w" width="4166"></p> <p><img alt="with Bakabaka_9" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="180px" data-flex-grow="75" height="4096" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG20251227162736.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG20251227162736_hu_fd81decd2130da5a.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG20251227162736_hu_710a004e88d39c3e.jpg 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG20251227162736_hu_400b222f614919f5.jpg 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG20251227162736.jpg 3072w" width="3072"></p> <p><img alt="with VZstless" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="320px" data-flex-grow="133" height="1920" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_162719_934.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_162719_934_hu_b702600375976a94.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_162719_934_hu_80dbd1f86d8b1a49.jpg 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_162719_934_hu_47316af8331bde29.jpg 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_162719_934.jpg 2560w" width="2560"></p> <p><img alt="Day 1 晚聚餐" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="320px" data-flex-grow="133" height="3072" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_204656.jpg" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_204656_hu_eb04d8446648bc53.jpg 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_204656_hu_ad09e678e4a0f571.jpg 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_204656_hu_6fc295eb5268af22.jpg 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/IMG_20251227_204656.jpg 4096w" width="4096"></p> <p><img alt="Day 1 合影" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="359px" data-flex-grow="149" height="5464" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/4E9A0681.JPG" srcset="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/4E9A0681_hu_b4b4e6b37ad6ecfa.JPG 800w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/4E9A0681_hu_e64dbfb754175628.JPG 1600w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/4E9A0681_hu_5bafb4fa2882d7a7.JPG 2400w, https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/4E9A0681.JPG 8192w" width="8192"></p> <h2 id="认识自我">认识自我 </h2><h3 id="关于精神疾病">关于精神疾病 </h3><p>9 月 25 日我在发疯以后自己做了人格诊断问卷 (PDQ4+)，结果是我有 边缘型、强迫型、自恋型、分裂型、抑郁型、偏执型、表演型、回避型、被动攻击型、分离型、反社会型人格障碍。</p> <p>或许解释了为什么我一直是个怪人吧。</p> <h3 id="trans">Trans </h3><p>自从 7 月开始了解到 trans 之后我就开始怀疑自己的性别。有些事情还是被压抑太久了。9 月 14 日正式开始 HRT。自己在向着自己喜欢的方向发展呢 w <del>但明年是否炸柜就不知道了</del></p> <p><img alt="喵呜喵呜喵" class="gallery-image" data-flex-basis="217px" data-flex-grow="90" height="795" loading="lazy" sizes="(max-width: 767px) calc(100vw - 30px), (max-width: 1023px) 700px, (max-width: 1279px) 950px, 1232px" src="https://blog.amamiya.uk/p/recap-2025/assets/photo_2025-12-31_15-40-33.jpg" width="720"></p> <h2 id="总结">总结（？ </h2><p><strong>2025 是劳累的一年。</strong></p> <p>升上高二以后压力大了很多，几乎没有喘息的时间，<del>还要应对 sb 学校和领导</del>，压力最大、心理状态最差的时候是 9 月和 10 月，至于后面两个月，可能是麻木了吧（sigh</p> <p><strong>2025 是不平凡的一年。</strong></p> <p>也许是命中注定，我在孤独中度过了人生前 15 年，又在今年遇到了你们，一群真正包容、友善、互相关爱的人们。Linux 将我们联接在一起。再次感谢每一位朋友的支持与关爱。</p> <p>我重新发现了自己，发现了在压抑之下真实的想法和意愿，发现了我真正需要什么、真正想要什么，而不是顺从别人想要我变成什么。</p> <p>我不指望我能在 20251231 -&gt; 20260101 这一夜间发生多大改变，但我想，逐渐活成自己想要的样子，活成自己快乐的样子，做最好的自己。</p> <p>一切都会慢慢变好的……吗？似乎并不会。</p> <p>2026 马上就要到来了，迎接我的是高二下学期和高三，我希望我能活下去，在父母和学校的重压之下活下去。</p> <p>共勉。</p> <p>也祝你活下去，活出本色。</p> <p><strong>雨宮 澪音 20251231 于天津市。</strong></p>